don't know why.
suddenly am so tired of my own life.
i'm doing stuffs which i find meaningless to do yet i continue.
problems that are super vexing,
and people who are super irritating.

i wonder when i will ever reach my goal,
and start enjoying myself in the midst of working in that occupation which is my hobby and interest.

i really want to spend my everyday fruitfully.
but,
i really don't know what i can do.

i don't want to end up going out everyday too.

hmmm.
and o levels are getting near.
i'm scared and a bit sian-ed.
the exams will take like 3 weeks?
which is like super duper long.

i want my hobby to end up to be my 饭碗。
bless me, and pray that i'll be able to succeed.

I WILL,
I CAN,
I MUST!