Friendship is not born of words alone.
You have to prove it through your actions.

performances are all over.
there's only one last performance ( Cantare 2 ) left before i'm officially out of Choir.

it seems like i've just started out my journey as a Chorister,
and now,
i have to leave.

i really can't bear to leave.
though there are things that might turn my moods upside down,
but i know that at the end of the day,
i still do love choir, choir teachers, and Ms Ong.

even though i'm not officially out of choir now,
but somehow,

i feel so empty on the inside.

i know this is a late post,
but still,
many thanks to those who gave me birthday presents,
and also to those who gave me birthday wishes on that day itself.
thanks a lot,
and i appreciate all these greatly. (:

i guess i had quite a happy birthday spending my time in choir.
before i forget,
thanks to choir people who sang the birthday song for me,
whole-heartedly, half-heartedly, or no-heartedly.
i still appreciate all of you regardless of which one of the three categories you all fall into.

on the whole, i enjoyed my birthday a lot,
thanks to you special people. (:

ms ong, kerwin, lanyuan, kerry and pauline held a mini belated celebration for me yesterday,
and i'm v thankful for that.
thanks lanyuan and kerwin for the cake,
i know it's not cheap, but ya,
thanks for lying to me about the price so that i would not feel guilty for spending so much of your money. :D

enough of birthday gratitudes.

back to sickening stuffs.

i hate that v sickening person in choir.
i can't stand her,
and i know she can't stand me.
but whatever,
i have so many people standing over at my side,
so blah blah,

i strongly dislike abhor you.

YAYE, MY COMPUTER CAN FINALLY CONNECT TO INTERNET AGAIN!!
MUUUUAHAHAHAHAHA.

choir better be honoured, cos i'll be spending my birthday the third time in CCA again this year.
no, i'm not grumbling. (:

looking on the brighter side of life,
at least i can spend my birthday in a place where i have loved for almost 4 years alr?
though there are times i may hate the people in choir(ops?),
but i know that no matter what happens,
i still love choir on the whole. (:



i think i'm getting 16-year-old-blues now.



it's ohkay,
cos i know peckj will make me fine again tmr! :D

-edited-
just went to besties's blogs,
and was super touched. (:

thanks, pauline & cory.
both of you always manage to make my day fun/sad/angry/emotional/pissed off/ blahblahblah.

but i know that no matter what,
true best friends will never change,
and their hearts never drift too far away from one another.
after all that we went through together,
i'm more confident of saying this alr,
"BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!"

i used to think that there's no such things as "best friends forever",
but i guess,
i can finally believe in this phrase again,
after so many years. (:

thanks for being my best friends, and i really really love the both of you equally much.

i really really do. :D

-what is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two three bodies. =]

thanks to jessie, i can finally come online after so many days! (:
my computer can't connect to the internet for don't-know-what reason. )):

today's a v v v v special day for me as i had a v v v v pleasant surprise today.

i set off to meet chungie at north point this morning innocently,
and thought that it was just going to be another simple day out with best friend.
but later did i know that BEST FRIENDS( Pauline, Cory, Kerry, Jessie ) had planned a very very sweeeeeettt surprise for me.

when i stepped inside the room in Partyworld,
i realised that BEST FRIENDS,
were all inside the room, waiting for me, with a cake inside. :D

thanks, BEST FRIENDS,
today is the best birthday surprise that i have ever received. ((:

Thanks, Pauline,
for always being beside me,
for sharing all my 喜怒哀乐,
and for tolerating all my attitude-ness, moodswings, and craziness,
and of course, also for being my best friend!
i know i've said this a lot of times,
but I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!
i swear. (=

Thanks, Cory,
for all the late nights out,
for all the gossiping together,
and for listening to every secret ( boring or interesting ) i have.
we've been through a lot of quarrels and disagreements,
but still, i'm glad as all these negative stuffs made our bond even stronger.
we have spent 3 years plus together as best friends and of course,
there will be still many many years to come. :D

Thanks, Kerry,
for letting me get high with you every choir practice,
and for tolerating every single nonsense of mine.
Dinner after choir practices are always full of laughters with you.
of course, there will be more dinners to come,
and more laughters and joy to come. =)
let's make sure our friendship stay strong,
and remain in contact even after o levels ohkay! :)

Thanks, Jessie,
for not forgetting me even after we went into separate classes.
though we did drifted apart for a period of time in the starting of 2007,
but i'm glad that we are still best friends again.
i want more outings together with you,
and i'm terribly looking forward to going out with all of you all on sunday!
Thanks for all the laughters you have brought to me with all your stupid actions,
and stop being so blurrrr alr laaa!!

Lastly,
Thanks peckj,
for the surprise you gave me today.
of course, i'll continue to improve my attitude,
and if i fail to improve my attitude,
hope you guys will just tolerate me ohkay! ((((:

today's surprise really touched me a lot,
and it made me LOVED all 4 of you more by a lot a lot.
we must all JIAYOU for o levels, and succeed in every single thing that we do in future ohkay!
i want more peckj outings, and i'll be looking forward to a fun and enjoyable day next sunday!
Thanks for letting this group, "peckj" form,
and let's make our bond stronger and more unbreakable with every single outings that will come!

I LOVE PECKJ!!!!

now, PICTURES TIME! :DDD



my beautiful birthday cake!
BIRTHDAY CAKE!
my shocked face when i saw best friends inside the room. (:

PECKJ

I LOVE ALL MY 4 BEST FRIENDS!!!