YAYE!
PAULINE'S AT MY HOUSE NOWWWWW! ;DD

): Earn Wen don't allow me to change the color of the font, bad right she! :( :( :(

OMGGGGGGG.

She must thank me for helping her to update lor, hais but she lei? DON'T APPRECIATE ONE LORRRRR, that dog. :(

Okay la, she want me to help her say Pauline rocks. So yup, you all got it. YAY.

BYE :)

ohkay, i'm earnwen again
stupid pauline.

anyway,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! :D

p/s i'm removing my tagboard soooon!
so people,
tag/spam/crap/do whatever you all want to my tagboard while it's still there! :P

YAYE I'M SOOOO HAPPY!

i used to only know how to paddle my way around in water.
but thanks to my sis's friend yesterday,
i learnt TWO strokes in ONE day! :D
am i talented or what? *grins

can't wait to go swimming with PAULINE!
PAULINEEEEE,
now we can compete without me having to paddle everytime!!
WEEEEEE

catching twilight with CORY CHUUUUNNNGGGGG on thursday!
YIIPPPEEEEEE
anyone got the book to lend me?
i went to yishun library to find, but don't have. ):

this week is so filled with events.
I LIIKKKEEEEEEEEE!
=DD

HELLOO HELLLOOO HEELLLLOOOOOOO!
i'm backkkk! :D

had an urge to reopen my blog cos i wanted to rant on something that's bugging me so badly.
bugging me that much that i simply had to find a channel to vent my %$&%(%*$ feelings on.
Butttttttt, spending my time finding a blogskin and editing the codes seems to have taken most of my frustrations away. O.O

anywayyyssss,
it's 12.23AM now,
and i really don't know what's wrong with me staying up soooo lateeee.
so,
GOOOODDD NIIIGGHHTTT! =D

p/s tag me tag me. link me link me! :P

p/p/s swimming with sissie tomorrow. YYYIIIPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ;D

i'm thinking about the past so much recently.
i really really wanna see that person soo sooo much again.
but, i don't know how to.
going onto friendster and seeing the profile not logging in doesn't helps.
my mind's filled with that person and all that happened in the past,
though i know i ought to focus on my studies.

4 years since,
but i'm still waiting.

God, please let us have that fate to meet again,
and continue from where we left.
)))))':

一定要撑下去！

苦难的过程是快乐的预告！

this might be a little too late,
but i didnt get to use the computer for the past few days.
and sooooo,

25/06 - happy birthday, Cory Chung! =]
i know that in the card and the book,
i didn't really write anything v v v personal or touching,
but i'm leaving everything till the day we graduate okay.
and you better really read each page of the book carefully,
cos there's really a little little "secret" inside. ;P

I LOVE YA CORY CHUNGGGGGGG!! ;DDDD
you're certified as the 1st NC16 BESTTTT FRIEENNDDDD that i have! :D


pauline, kerry and jessie.
still long from your 16th birthday eh? =x

YAYE YAYE YAYE!
went to choir yesterday and ms ong said that STOMP!!! won the best cheer award!
MUUUUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
:D

and and,
i've gotten my specs alr.
have to wear it v often all the way till o levels' over. ):

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

-edited-
just updated my links.
thanks to kerry, cos,

i took the links from your blog! =x

i enjoyed the choir camp a lot a lot! :D
and since i'm able to enjoy it despite having my period,
this shows that it's really v v v v v fun! (:

though i'm not officially out of choir yet ( there's still Cantare 2 :P ),
but i feel like an empty shell now?
imagine wednesdays and fridays without choir practices ):

and shit can?
everytime i'm given a chance to say something,
i'll end up crying till i'm unable to speak luh.
i don't care!
i will definitely finish all that i have to say before i leave AiChoir!!

i'll miss the teachers, and juniors.

in the past,
it was always the previous batches of seniors coming back during our choir practices.
but now,
it's my turn to sit at the back of the AVA while watching and listening to the juniors singing. ):

hehehehe, nevermind,
it's not really farewell yet till 2008 comes to an end luh.

let's all stay united and achieve the best results for CANTARE 2!!! :DD

Friendship is not born of words alone.
You have to prove it through your actions.

performances are all over.
there's only one last performance ( Cantare 2 ) left before i'm officially out of Choir.

it seems like i've just started out my journey as a Chorister,
and now,
i have to leave.

i really can't bear to leave.
though there are things that might turn my moods upside down,
but i know that at the end of the day,
i still do love choir, choir teachers, and Ms Ong.

even though i'm not officially out of choir now,
but somehow,

i feel so empty on the inside.

i know this is a late post,
but still,
many thanks to those who gave me birthday presents,
and also to those who gave me birthday wishes on that day itself.
thanks a lot,
and i appreciate all these greatly. (:

i guess i had quite a happy birthday spending my time in choir.
before i forget,
thanks to choir people who sang the birthday song for me,
whole-heartedly, half-heartedly, or no-heartedly.
i still appreciate all of you regardless of which one of the three categories you all fall into.

on the whole, i enjoyed my birthday a lot,
thanks to you special people. (:

ms ong, kerwin, lanyuan, kerry and pauline held a mini belated celebration for me yesterday,
and i'm v thankful for that.
thanks lanyuan and kerwin for the cake,
i know it's not cheap, but ya,
thanks for lying to me about the price so that i would not feel guilty for spending so much of your money. :D

enough of birthday gratitudes.

back to sickening stuffs.

i hate that v sickening person in choir.
i can't stand her,
and i know she can't stand me.
but whatever,
i have so many people standing over at my side,
so blah blah,

i strongly dislike abhor you.

YAYE, MY COMPUTER CAN FINALLY CONNECT TO INTERNET AGAIN!!
MUUUUAHAHAHAHAHA.

choir better be honoured, cos i'll be spending my birthday the third time in CCA again this year.
no, i'm not grumbling. (:

looking on the brighter side of life,
at least i can spend my birthday in a place where i have loved for almost 4 years alr?
though there are times i may hate the people in choir(ops?),
but i know that no matter what happens,
i still love choir on the whole. (:



i think i'm getting 16-year-old-blues now.



it's ohkay,
cos i know peckj will make me fine again tmr! :D

-edited-
just went to besties's blogs,
and was super touched. (:

thanks, pauline & cory.
both of you always manage to make my day fun/sad/angry/emotional/pissed off/ blahblahblah.

but i know that no matter what,
true best friends will never change,
and their hearts never drift too far away from one another.
after all that we went through together,
i'm more confident of saying this alr,
"BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!"

i used to think that there's no such things as "best friends forever",
but i guess,
i can finally believe in this phrase again,
after so many years. (:

thanks for being my best friends, and i really really love the both of you equally much.

i really really do. :D

-what is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two three bodies. =]

thanks to jessie, i can finally come online after so many days! (:
my computer can't connect to the internet for don't-know-what reason. )):

today's a v v v v special day for me as i had a v v v v pleasant surprise today.

i set off to meet chungie at north point this morning innocently,
and thought that it was just going to be another simple day out with best friend.
but later did i know that BEST FRIENDS( Pauline, Cory, Kerry, Jessie ) had planned a very very sweeeeeettt surprise for me.

when i stepped inside the room in Partyworld,
i realised that BEST FRIENDS,
were all inside the room, waiting for me, with a cake inside. :D

thanks, BEST FRIENDS,
today is the best birthday surprise that i have ever received. ((:

Thanks, Pauline,
for always being beside me,
for sharing all my 喜怒哀乐,
and for tolerating all my attitude-ness, moodswings, and craziness,
and of course, also for being my best friend!
i know i've said this a lot of times,
but I LOVE YOU LOTS AND LOTS!
i swear. (=

Thanks, Cory,
for all the late nights out,
for all the gossiping together,
and for listening to every secret ( boring or interesting ) i have.
we've been through a lot of quarrels and disagreements,
but still, i'm glad as all these negative stuffs made our bond even stronger.
we have spent 3 years plus together as best friends and of course,
there will be still many many years to come. :D

Thanks, Kerry,
for letting me get high with you every choir practice,
and for tolerating every single nonsense of mine.
Dinner after choir practices are always full of laughters with you.
of course, there will be more dinners to come,
and more laughters and joy to come. =)
let's make sure our friendship stay strong,
and remain in contact even after o levels ohkay! :)

Thanks, Jessie,
for not forgetting me even after we went into separate classes.
though we did drifted apart for a period of time in the starting of 2007,
but i'm glad that we are still best friends again.
i want more outings together with you,
and i'm terribly looking forward to going out with all of you all on sunday!
Thanks for all the laughters you have brought to me with all your stupid actions,
and stop being so blurrrr alr laaa!!

Lastly,
Thanks peckj,
for the surprise you gave me today.
of course, i'll continue to improve my attitude,
and if i fail to improve my attitude,
hope you guys will just tolerate me ohkay! ((((:

today's surprise really touched me a lot,
and it made me LOVED all 4 of you more by a lot a lot.
we must all JIAYOU for o levels, and succeed in every single thing that we do in future ohkay!
i want more peckj outings, and i'll be looking forward to a fun and enjoyable day next sunday!
Thanks for letting this group, "peckj" form,
and let's make our bond stronger and more unbreakable with every single outings that will come!

I LOVE PECKJ!!!!

now, PICTURES TIME! :DDD



my beautiful birthday cake!
BIRTHDAY CAKE!
my shocked face when i saw best friends inside the room. (:

PECKJ

I LOVE ALL MY 4 BEST FRIENDS!!!

AHHHHH, I'M BORED! ):

awww, it's ohkay.
just think of all the a maths homework waiting for you.

BOOOO

WEEE~ i'm back back back! :D

in a great mood these few days,
but of course,
there are still things that pissed me off.

i really don't know how to treat you alr.
as a good friend?
or should i just slowly drift away from you?
you're really doing things that i can't understand,
and you're making me lose trust in you.
my best friends are telling me not to trust you that much,
as you seem to be a double-headed snake,
and might just turn your back on me anytime.
but in any case,
i know my best friends will still be there for me no matter what,
and i'm contented with that luh! (:

have to stay in school till late for everyday of next week.
): boohoo.
hope i can control myself during choir practices and stop being so hyper alr.
heehee.
and i'm sure if i can do so, and control myself,
the sec 1s and 2s should be able to do the same too and quit doing things that are not allowed during choir.
but in any case, hope choir will be able to do well for the performances coming up!
:D

going out with CORY CHUNGGGG tmrrrr!
=DDDD

Like a tree blowing in the wind, friendships can bend and waver, yet they will both remain standing if they have strong roots.

i don't know why, but i suddenly do have a strong feeling that i'm slowly fading out from your life like what you did to pink.

our friendship don't really matter to you huh?

my voice just can't seem to warm up.
and this is turning my mood even worse than before.

to think, to think, to think.

真正的友谊使我勇敢，
无情的背叛使我坚强。

people who don't deserve me being good to them,
don't blame me for being biased.

like what everyone says,
you've got to earn your respect.

juniors who are forever talking back,
ahhh please.
talk back with good reasons,
instead of bullshitting.
or better still,
don't even talk back.

if you've got nothing better to do,
shut your gap and revise your scores.
good noise is good,
bad noise is just noise pollution.

谁能真正了解我的梦想，
我的无奈，
我的希望。

该从什么做起，
才能和梦想，
愿望近一些？

pau's treating seoul garden tmr!
YAYE.
:DD

hopefully the tests for ss and amaths will go okay for me later.
just don't let me fail a maths.
):

Be patient with your enemies and forgiving of your friends.
-

i won't be bothered by what you have been spreading about me behind my back.
thanks to you, i've matured and grown wiser in my thinkings towards life!
:D

hopefully tommorrow's t.i.p will be fun!
and i wanna enjoy every remaining days i have in AiChoir,
for even though there are people i dislike there,
i still love it on the whole!
:D

我怀念。。。
后悔已来不及。
过去的事，
拜拜咯！

I FINALLY WOKE UP AT THE NORMAL 9PLUS AM TODAY!

YAYEEE.

p/s tagboard's gone. MUUUUUAHAHAHAHAHHA

PAULINE YAP JIA XI,
CORY CHUNG GUI HUA,
I LOVE THE TWO OF YOU LOTS AND LOTS!!!!

first day of 2008 :D

was v touched and motivated by chungie when i woke up this morning.
thanks cory! (:
you shall work hard for that school, and i will definitely make it for that career :D
and cory, no matter how much cold water people[-.-] pour on you, i'm sure you will be able to make it to that school. (((:

and since chungie blogged about this on her blog, and hers isn't a detailed version,
i shall blog about it and all of it is the truth!

on sunday, when me and chungie were on the way back to yishun,
that disgusting girl actually have the urge to shit.
but this is normal luh,
since she has been telling me,
" i feel like shitting " everytime after her meals.

but the unexpected thing was, she actually pulled me out of the MRT just for her to shit at some random smelly toilet!!!
and after her shitting, she was so so so damn high that there was one auntie on the bus that practically took us for some real-life comedy show. -.-

AHHHHHHHHH, EMBARRASSING,
but, funny! (:

p/s may 2008 be a fine year, o lvls be a breeze(!!!), and i will be one step nearer to achieving my goal(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).